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[Nov. 13th, 2007|07:39 am] |
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i fucken hate travis trout and i hate sarah for fucken hooking up w/ him.. and this is why i dont trust ppl... cuz its pretty mesed up that her sdupposeable being my friend hooked up with him. right aftrer i did.. how fucked up is that. i'm fucken getting my stuff back from him and i'm done with all this shit.. he can go hook up with whoever he fucken wants to.
GUYS SUCK BIG TIME |
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| stole out of mark omalleys aim profile cuz i liked it alot. =P |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|08:07 pm] |
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Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You’ve given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true
‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The Way I Feel Yeaah
The Way I |
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| awesome song!!.. of course it is, its country |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|05:35 am] |
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| | keith urban- tonight i wanna cry | ] |
Alone in this house again tonight
best song ever.. i can relate to it so much
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
(Chorus)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
(Chorus 2x) |
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| WTF |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|05:14 am] |
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| | DHT-MISS U | ] |
so here i am finding myself writing in this thing. idk why i bother writing in it. no one bothers to read it anyways. like always i have stuff on my mind and it doesn't help that i'm kind of sick too. why does life have to be so damn complicated. UGH..
This morning was lond of cool, parking right next to jay. UGH. i can't stand that melissa chick. she's such a bitch to me. every single time she sees me she gives me these dirty looks and everything. makes me want to go up to her and punch here, but i'm alot more mature then that. i'm not gonna start shit with a dumb chick who jsut turned 18 and thinks she's so damn cool jsut cuz shes dating jay. in reality no one really cares too much about her. people think shes nothing but a druggie and a bitch.
the funny thing is jay jas always said how he hates people who drink and smoke and do drugs and so on. then why the heck is he kissing that damn ashtray. seriously
waht really gets me pissed is the fact that he's already buying her stuff. he barely bought me anything. especially not jewelry and we dated for 7 months. WTF is up with that.. that seriously gets me pissed off. guess i meant nothing. guess he loves her more than he ever did me. i jsut guess overall melissa so so much better then i EVER was. thats fucked up.
omg that song is so true. he's got no feelings left for me waht so ever. w/e he might not but it doesn't mean that i have to ignore these feelings. hide them or go hook up with someone else. w/e i'm sick of hiding my feelings. i want him to kno how i truthfully feel about things and i wish he would do the same, but thats not gonna happen. i jsut gotta want something i can't have, which is jay.
another thing that got me really pissed off is the fact that porter is trying to hook me up with matt. WTF is up with that. i mean come on. i'm not ready to move on and plus i would never date that one person who fucked up my relationship with jay. THANX A LOT MATT!!! if he never came around who knows maybe i would be happy right at this moment. excited for the days and nights. the excitement and happiness of spending the time i'm allowed with him. matt showing up didn't help either. UGH. he had a whole date planned supposeable. like he really thought i would go on one with him. in his dreams maybe. i hate when people tell me waht to do andd how to feel baout things and how to live my life. jeeze. come on its my life, atleast let me live it. three most hated words GET OVER HIM or MOVE ON ALREADY. can't people jsut mind their own business for once. seriously.
I wish i could jsut pack up my things and get away from this place, but then i would be running away from my problems, which is worse then ignoring them and hiding my feelings about jay and other things..
Y CAN"T LIFE BE LESS COMPLICATED. y can't i be hapy again with the one perosn who always made me feel good about myself, made me happy and always made me smile.. am i that bad of a person that god had to take it all away from me?!? |
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| awesome song |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|08:39 am] |
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i love this song. its so fucken true...damn it. y did he have to get me so addicted to country music.. thats all i listen to these days and have found out its so awesome and the songs are so meaningful. and i can relate to a lot of them..
It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why
CHORUS
Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on theverge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside
CHORUS
Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you |
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
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y do thing have to be the way they are.. y can't things ever workout the way i want them too. for the past month or so my life has done nothing but sucked.. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|12:35 pm] |
it been a while since i've actaully updated..
friday-went othe movies to see Waiting. then back to jays house and then got dropped off by matt.. major blonde moment there...lol
saturday- chilled at the house doing stuff..hung out with porter. then hung out with jay the rest of the night
sunday-did a few things. hung out at home, went to andrews with iwona. met up there with andrew, steve, kara, matt and porter. fun times. talked to mike online.. good convo
monday-did a lil bit of cleaning and talking to people online. then jay stopped by to visit me and then work for 5-about 10ish. it was pretty fun. fooled around with kwad and a few other people.
tuesday- followed mondays class schedule. i finished my accounting lab class early so she left me leave like half an hour or more earlier. sweet. ran earons for the family. helped agnieszka with putting together invetations. hung out with porter for a bit and then talked to matt online..
so jay stopped over after work last night and brought me a long stem rose.. how sweet is that.. i was like awww...everyone was like it's so pretty and all that stuff... whats the occasion and i was like idk..
but that was so sweet of him..i luv that kid.. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|12:18 pm] |
so i'm at school right now and i'm so ready to go home. i got here before 10:30. hung out with kiendzior, truck and a few other people. we have our good times here. i had a math exam again for my business math class. it was pretty easy suprisingly. now i'm in BUS 115 the boringest class ever. this sucks. its basically learning word, excel, powerpoint and access.
so idk what i'm gonna be doing later on today.. proboblly more wedding panning going on.. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
so this week has started out with very surprising news. first i found of my sister was getting married with paul in january of 2006 last night.. then today i find out that their expecting a baby, she's 5 weeks pregnet already. wow was that a surprise.
i'll update tomorrow about evrything else that's going on... |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|03:50 pm] |
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| | little moments like that | ] |
so i haven't updated in a long time.. hadn't had time really with school, work and evrything else that's going on.
i have a math exam tomorrow which sucks. hopefully i do good on it. schools been good. seen kiendzior and hector a few times and talked to them for a bit.
friday i got an accounting exam. ugh i still have to get all my hw done for that class.
ok to get to other things. jays a cutie and i can't believe it's gonna be 6 months the 30th.. =)..
lifes alright i guess can't really complain about too many things.. i guess that's it for now.. i'll update later on how this week has been.. after i finish my math stuff that is... |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|12:21 am] |
went over jays tonight. they were having like a family get together and what not andy was there too. at the end of the night i kind of regreted going there in the first place. idk i jsut felt so out of place it just felt plain wierd. idk even y.
y r people always unhappy with the way u r and all. it seems like u try everything to please them and still it's not good enough for them. they want u to be a certain way, someone ur not and ur never gonna be that person they want u to be. does that even make sense. i seriously don't think it does but o well..
no clue what i'm gonna end up doing in the morning. nothing fun nor exciting. cuz my life is boring and involves a lot of bitching at. but i guess u get use to it living it that way all ur life. |
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| bored at work! |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|09:20 am] |
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FRIDAY- WORK WAS ALRIGHT I GUESS. BORING AS USUAL. CAME HOME AFTER THAT AND MY MOM WAS LIKE CALL BACK TJMAXX CUZ THEY CALLED FOR U. SO I CALLED PAM AND SHE WAS LIKE I'M CALLED TO INFORM YOU HAVE GOT THE JOB. I WAS LIKE WOO HOO. SHE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS ME AND ANOTHER GIRL THAT GOT IT. WE'LL HAVE ORIENTATION SOMETIME NEXT WEEK AND I'LL MOST LIKELY BE WORKING NIGHTS SINCE COLLEGE IS STARTING UP SOON.
PAM IS SO NICE AND SHE COOL TOO. I THINK I'LL LIKE WORKING THERE. AT LEAST IT WILL BE A LOT BETTER THEN THE STATION.
SO I FINISHED UP WITH THAT. TOLD MY PARENTS AND THEN DID A FEW THINGS. WENT TO BIG Y TO PICK UP SOME ICE CREAM FOR EWA. TALKED TO JAY FOR A BIT.
LATER ON IN THE NIGHT MATT WAS OVER AND THEN JAY CAME BY AFTER WORK. HUNG OUT AT THE HOUSE. KASKA WAS BEING HER USUAL SELF, THE WIERDO SHE IS. MATT HAD A TALK WITH HER. HE ENDED UP LEAVING AND AS SOON AS HE LEFT KASKA FOUND IT FUNNY FOR SOME REASON. IDK SHE'S JUST PLAIN WIERD. HE SEEMS TO LIKE HER ALOT AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN TREAT HIM IN A WAY HE SHOULD BE TREATED.
ANYWAYS HAD MY FUN WITH JAY. AS USUALLY AND THEN HE LEFT BEFORE 12. TALKED TO HIM AND MATT ABOUT THE NIGHT. MATT TALKED ABOUT THE CONVO HE HAD WITH KASKA AND WHAT NOT. WE CAME UP WITH A PLAN TO MAKE KASKA SORT OF JELOUS THE NEXT DAY. MATT LEFT. I WAS STILL GONNA TALK TO JAY FOR A LIL LONGER BUT MY DAD CAME DOWNSTAIRS FOR THE THIRD TIME AND TOLD ME TO GET MY ASS OFF THE COMPUTER AND INTO BED.
SATURDAY-WOKE UP AFTER 8. DID A FEW THINGS. THEN MATT IMED ME. TALKED TO HIM FOR A FEW. THEN TALKED TO JAY. CLEANED OUT MY WHOLE ROOM. I ORGANIZED THE CLOTHES AND EVERYTHING. PORTER CAME OVER. TALKED TO HIM FOR A BIT. THEN MATTHEW W. SHOWED UP CUZ HE, PAUL AND MY DAD WERE GONNA WORK ON PAULS QUAD. PORTER WAS OBSESSED WITH HIS TRANS AM LIKE HE'S OBSESSED WITH ALL OF THEM. HE TALKED TO MATTHEW. I FINISHED UP MY CONVO WITH MATT AND THEN THE FOUR OF US ENDED UP GOING TO STANLEY PARK. KASKA, IWONA, PORTER AND I. BUT BEFORE THAT MATT TOLD ME SOMETHING REALLY INTERESTING. HOW KASKA DOESN'T TRUST ME. WOW WHATA SURPRISE. IT'S NOT LIEK I TRUST HER, SHE TENDS TO HAVE TO SIDES TO HER. A GOOD SIDE AND THE BITCHY SIDE THAT SHE USUALLY SHOWS.
SO THE PARK WAS FUN. FIRST WE KICKED AROUND THE SOCCER BALL. I ALMOST HIT KASKA IN THE FACE 5 TIMES. SHE WAS BITCHING LIKE HELL ABOUT THAT. THEN I WAS IN THE GOAL AND PORTER TRIED TO GET A FEW GOALS IN. HE ENDED UP KICKING THE BALL WAY OVER THE GOAL AND THIS GUY WITH HIS DAUGHTER WERE SO NICE TO GO AND GET THE BALL FOR ME. I FOUND OUT IT WAS PETER PILECKI AND HIS DAUGHTER AMY. IT WAS SO CUTE. HE HAD AMY ON HIS SHOULDERS AND HE'S LIKE AMY U WANNA GET THE BALL FOR HER. HE TOOK HER OFF. SHE RAN TO THE BALL AND SHE THREW IT TO ME. IT WAS SO CUTE AND SHE'S SO CUTE. AWWWWWWW. I TOLD EWA ABOUT THAT SUNDAY AFTER CHURCH AND SHE WAS LIKE AWWWWW. REALLY. HOW CUTE WAS THAT. SHE TOLD ME HOW SHE LIKED PETER AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF AND HOW HE'S SO MUCH INTO HIS DAUGHTER. HE CHANGED A LOT FOR HER.
SO THEN WE RAN AROUND AND THEN PORTER DID HIS WORK OUT IN A WAY. HE TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT AND KASKA WAS LIKE " PORTER NEXT TIME WE COME HERE AND U TAKE UR SHIRT OFF CAN I TAKE A PICTURE" SO AFTER ABOUT AN HOUR PLUS OF THAT WE WENT HOME CUZ IT WAS SO FICKEN HOTT. TALKED TO MATTHEW W. FOR A BIT. THEN THEY WANTED TO GO TO SUBWAY. I WAS ASKING PAUL WHAT HE WANTED AND TRYING TO MEMORIZE IT AND MATT WAS BEING MEAN TO ME. HE'S LIEK O YEA I WANT ON TOO NOW AND HE STARTED SAYING WHAT KIND OF GRINDER HE WANTED AND THEN HE'S LIKE I'M JSUT KIDDING. I WAS JSUT TRYING TO SEE IF U COULD REMEMBER PAULS ORDER AND THEN MY FAKE ORDER. HAHA FUNNY MATT.
WENT TO SUBWAY. I HAD TO ORDER FIVE GRINDERS. THE GIRL THERE MUST OF THOUGHT I WAS SUCH A PIG, BUT THEY ALL WEREN'T FOR ME. BOUGHT A COOLATA. ATE MY GRINDER WHILE TALKING TO PORTER AND EVERYONE ELSE. THE PORTER LEFT EITH IWONA TO GO TO HIS HOUSE AND I WENT HOME W/ KASKA.
MATT WAS STILL OVER WORKING ON THE QUAD. HAD MY OTHER GRINDER BUT ONLY HAD ABOUT ONE THIRD OF IT CUZ AS SOON AS PAUL TRIED IT HE LIKED IT SO MUCH HE ATE THE REST OF IT. IT WAS FUNNY CUZ I GAVE HIM A BITE OF MINE AND HE GAVE ME A BITE OF HIS. I WAS TALKING TO MY MOM HE RUNS TO THE KITCHEN TAKES A HUGE ASS BITE AND RUNS BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM. I WAS LIKE U LIL PIG.
WENT ONLINE AND MATT ENDED UP IMING ME. THEN HE WS ON THE PHONE WITH KASKA AND HE TOLD ME HOW SHE GOES ON MY TRILLIAN AND READS ALL MY CONVOS. THAT'S Y SHE DOESN'T TRUST ME. I WAS LIKE WTF.. SINCE MY TRILLIAN SAVES MY CONVOS EVERYTIME SHE GOES ONLINE SHE WOULD READ THE CONVOS I HAD WITH MATT, JAY AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE ELSE. THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF. THEN MATT WENT RIDING AND I CHILLED ON THE PORCH FOR A BIT READING. WELL ACTUALLY I STARTED TO READ BUT THEN PORTER AND IWONA CAME BACK. MY DAD ENDED UP COMING THERE TOO AND THEY ALL STARTED TALKING. SO THAT WAS THE END OF THAT. WATCHED SOME TV. MATT CALLED ABOUT THE PLANS FOR THE NIGHT. THEN WATCHED SOME MORE TV. TALKED TO MATT FOR A BIT. THEN CHILLED IN THE BASEMENT ON THE TREADMILL FOR A BIT. JAY CAME OVER. CHILLED IN THE BASEMENT WITH IWONA AND PORTER. MATT CALLED THAT HE'S HERE. SO THE FIVE OF US HUNG OUT IN THE BASEMENT. THEY WERE MOSTLY TALKING ABOUT QUADS AND WHAT NOT AND MATTHEW W. LOL. THEN WE HUNG OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM AND THEY WANTED TO GO DO SOMETHING.
KASKA GOT DRESSED AND SHE CAME DOWNSTAIRS AND SHE WAS IN THE KITCHEN. THE THREE OF US ARE LIKE BYE WE'RE GOING OUT. AS SOON AS WE LEFT SHE TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK UPSTAIRS. SHE WAS PISSED THAT SHE WASN'T INVITED. HAHAHA. THAT WAS THE POINT. THEY WENT TO GET SUBWAY. I SAW DAVID AND BOB JANIK. WOOO HOOO. I WAS ALSO ALL WIERD CUZ OF THE COOLATA. THEY CALLED ME A CRACK HEAD. FUNNY...NOT. SO THEN WE LEFT AND WALKED BY DOMINOS AGAIN AND BOB AND DAVID WERE STILL THERE "WORKING".. BOB WAVED TO ME CUZ HE'S SO NICE. THEN WE GOT INTO MATTS TRUCK AND I WAS LIKE HIT THAT CAR. HE'S LIKE Y. I WAS LIEK CUZ IT'S DAVIDS. MATT- I COULD PUSH IT ALL THE WAY TO THAT WAY BUT I DON'T WANNA MESS MY TRUCK UP. SO THEN ON THE RIDE HOME HE DID A BURN OUT. THEY DROPED ME OFF AND THEY WENT TO CHECK IT OUT. HOW RUDE...HEHE.. I GOT HOME AND PORTERS LIKE WHERES JAY AND MATT. THEY SAW SOME HOTT CHICKS WALKING DOWN THE ROAD AND THEY WENT BACK TO PICK THEM UP.
SOMETHING REALLY WIERD HAPPEN TO ME TODAY. DAVID HAS KIND OF DISLIKED ME FOR A WHILE THANX TO KASKA AND DAVID SISTER ESTER. WELL TODAY HE BEEPED AND WAVED AS HE WAS GOING BY MY HOUSE. IDK IF IT WAS TO US, BUT IT MUST OF BEEN CUZ THERE WAS NO ONE ELSE AROUND. IT WAS JSUT WIERD.
MATT AND JAY CAME BACK. I PLAYED WITH THE DIGITAL CAMERA FOR A BIT. TAKING RANDOM PICTURES. THEN IWONA AND PORTER WE OUT ON THE PORCH AND JAY, MATT AND I STAYED IN THE LIVING ROOM. JAY AND I HAD OUR FUN. IDK I JSUT SEEM TO CARE A LOT FOR HIM. IT'S WIERD CUZ I HAVE NEVER REALLY FELT LIKE THAT ABOUT ANY OTHER GUY.THEY ALL ENDED UP LEAVING BEFORE 12.
OMG. THE FUNNIES THING OF THE NIGHT. WHEN MATT WAS HAVING A PIC OF MY MOMS CAKE AND THEN I TOLD HIM THERE WAS VODKA IN IT AND HE GOES TO PORTER AND HE'S LIKE PORTER HOW MUCH OF THE CAKE DID U HAVE. PORTER DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE. HEHE. GOOD TIMES. PORTER- REALLY THERE'S VODKA IN IT.. YEA PORTER. HOW MUCH DO U THINK IS ACTAULLY IN IT. A WHOLE BOTTLE..HEHE. GOOD TIMES
SO I WORKED OUT FOR HALF AN HOUR AT 12 A.M. TALKED TO JAY AND MATT AND THEN HIT THE BED.
SUNDAY- GOT UP. WENT TO CHURCH. THEN SAT AROUND THE HOUSE DOING NOTHING. TALKED TO MATT AND HE TOLD ME WHAT'S UP WIT THE WHOLE KASKA THINGY. HOW SHE WAS MAD THAT HE TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS READYING MY COCNVOS AND THAT HE TOLD ME SHE DIDN'T TRUST ME AND ALL. SHE WAS ALSO MAD THAT SHE GOT ALL READY LST NIGHT AND SHE WASN'T INVITED.
SO THROUGH OUT THE DAY I ENDED UP TALKING A LOT TO MATT. WE WERE BOTH TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO CHANGE THE SKINS ON TRILLIAN BUT STILL HAD NO LUCK WITH IT. I'M DETERMINED TO FIGURE IT OUT BY SEVER.. Y SEVEN CUZ I ALREADY WASTED ENOUGH TIME ON IT. 9 MINUTES. MATT SHHH DON'T EVEN. ALRIGHT I GIVE UP..HEHE GOOD TIMES.
WENT TO WALMART AND SINCE MY PARENTS WERE GONE AND IWONA NAD I HAD THE HOUSE TO OURSELVES WE WERE ACTING LIEK RETARDS. AFTER 7 PORTER CAME OVER. TALKED TO HIM FOR A BIT AND WHAT NOT. THEN MY PARENTS CAME BACK.
HIT THE TREADMILL FOR 40 MINUTES. AB ROLLER, THEN JOGGED OUTSIDE FOR ANOTHER 20+ MINUTES. WATCHED PIZZA MY HEART AND THEN TALKED TO JAY THE REST OF THE NIGHT. WE KIND OF TALKED ABOUT HOW THINGS ARE GONNA KIND OF CHANGE WHEN I START COLLEGE. WE WONT SEE EACH OTHER AS MUCH AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF. HE ALSO TOLD ME HE HAS A MESSAGE FOR ME FROM MARTONE. GOD I WANNA KNO WHAT IT IS. IF IT'S FOR MARTONE IT'S GONNA BE GOOD AND THAT'S A KNOWN FACT. HIT THE BED IN CRAMPS BEFORE 1.
MONDAY- HERE I AM AT THE PLACE I HATE THE MOST. UGH. THIS MORNING HASN'T BEEN THAT GREAT. I'M TIRED AS HELL AND I'M IN REALLY BAD PAIN.
WORKS BORING LIEK ALWAYS. NOTHING TOO EXCITING IS GOING ON..
SO I GUESS THAT'S IT FOR NOW. I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT REALLY.. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|09:00 am] |
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THURSDAY- WENT TO WORK WHICH WAS BORING AS HELL LIKE ALWAYS. THEN CAME HOME. WATCHED SOME TV, TALKED TO MATT FORTINI ON THE PHONE FOR A BIT AND THEN LATER TOOK IWONA TO THE LIBRARY CUZ SHE NEEDED TO GET A BOOK. FILLED MY TANK UP FOR $20 BUCKS..THAT'S HORRIBLE IT STILL WASN'T FULL ALL THE WAY. I USE TO BE ABLE BARELY FIT $15 IN IT. STUPID GAS PRICES..UGH...
CAME HOME. GOT KASKA AND WE WERE OFF TO THE MALL. WALKED AROUND AND WHAT NOT FOR ABOUT 2+ HOURS. THEN MATT CALLED TALKED TO HIM FOR A BIT AND THEN HE TALKED TO KASKA. GOT HOME. TALKED TO MATT ONLINE FOR A BIT UNTIL THE LOSER CAME AND STARTED HOGGING THE COMPUTER. UGH I HATE HER SO MUCH. MORE LATELY. SHE'S JSUT SUCH A LOSER I WAS TALKING TO MATT AND SHE WAS TALKING TO HER FRIENDS AND THEN SHE GOES TO ONE OF THEM MY SISTER IS A FREAK. SHE KEEPS WATCHING/ \SITTING HERE WHILE I'M TALKING TO U...I THINK SHE'S IN LOVE WITH ME. THAT PISSED ME OFF. SRY IF SHE'S GOT A PROB SHE COULD OF LEFT. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE DUMB ASS JOKES AND LATER SAY THEY DON'T MEAN IT BUT U KNO THAT 50 PERCENT OF THAT THEY SAY IS TRUE IN THAT. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT. I HATE PEOPLE WHO MESS AROUND WITH SO MANY PEOPLE AND THEN THEY THINK NOTHING WRONG WITH IT. I GUESS THAT'S JSUT HOW KASIA IS. I JUST FEEL BAD FOR MATT CUZ HE SEEMS TO LIKE HER A LOT FOR SOME REASON BUT SHE'S ALL OVER OTHER GUYS WHEN THEIR HANGING OUT. SHE'S A TEASE AND SHE LIKES MESSING AROUND WITH EVERY SINGLE GUY.
THEN JAY SHOWED UP FOR A BIT. HUNG OUT WITH HIM AND WHAT NOT AND THEN HE LEFT. TALKED TO HIM ONLINE FOR A FEW MINUTES AND THEN HIT THE BED.
TODAY- THIS MORNING I GOT UP IN A REALLY BAD MOOD CUZ I DIDN'T WANNA GO TO WORK AT ALL AND EVRYONE COULD TELL I WAS IN A BITCHING MOOD. SO I HAD A TALK WITH MY MOM TODAY ABOUT THE STATION AND I LITERALLY STARTED TO CRY CUZ I FUCKEN HATE THAT PLACE. I WAS LIKE WHAT'S THE POINT OF SITTING THERE FOR NOW 4 WEEKS ABOUT AND NOT DOING ANYTHING. I WAS LIKE I COULD BE HOME AND GETTING A LOT OF STUFF DONE IN THE TIME I WASTE THERE. BUT UR GETTING PAID ASD WHAT NOT. MONEYS NOT THAT IMPORTANT TO ME. I RATHER BE SITTING AT HOME GETTING STUFF DONE THEN SITTING THERE. THEN GO FIND A JOB AND THEN U CAN LEAVE. I WAS LIKE MOM I'VE APPLIED AT ATLEAST 5 PLACES U GOTTA GIVE THEM TIME TO REVIEW THE APPLICATION AND WHAT NOT. THEN EWA GOT INTO THE CONVO AND I GUESS EWA CONVINCED MY MOM THAT IT WASN'T SUCH A BIG DEAL THAT I WOULD BE WITH A JOB FOR A FEW WEEKS.
SO MY MOM WAS LIKE THEN TELL THEM THE DATE UR GONNA LEAVE AND LEAVE THAT PLACE IF UR SO UNHAPPY. SO I'M GONNA TALK TO SUE TODAY AND TELL HER NEXT FRIDAY IS MY LAST DAY IN THIS DAMN PLACE.
WHEN I WAS LEAVING EWA WAS LIKE IF UR THAT UNHAPPY TELL THEM UR LEAVING FRIDAY. AND IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL. UR NOT THAT POOR THAT UR LIVING ON THE STREETS OR SOMETHING..U GOT OVER 5 GRAND SAVED AND U'LL GET A JOB WITHIN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS MOST LIKELY.
SO I'M GONNA DO THAT CUZ I'M SICK OF THE JOB AND SICK OF DEALING WITH CHILLI AND THAT OTHER CRAP. I WANNA ENJOY MY SUMMER A BIT AND NOT WORK THE WHOLE TIME AS I DID LAST YEAR. I HAD 3 DAYS OFF THE WHOLE SUMMER. HOW SUCKY IS THAT. U CAN'T EVEN REALLY TAKE VACATION TIME AND DAYS OFF. WHICH SUCKS. SO I'M IN A BETTER MOOD NOW. I'M A LIL MORE HAPPIER. I JUST GOTTA DEAL WITH ONE MORE WEEK HERE AND I'M KIND OF KNO MY DAD WILL SAY SOMETHING ABOUT IT BUT O WELL IT'S NOT THEIR DECISION IT'S MINE. AND I'M HAPPY WITH IT. I MEAN I WANTED TO LEAVE THIS DAMN PLACE LAST WEEK.
SO THE STUPID RETARDS MESSED UP MY CHECK AND I ONLY GOT PAID FOR 25 HOURS WHEN I WORKED A FULL 35 HOUR WEEK. SO NEXT WEEK I'M GETTING PAID MY 35 HOURS PLUS THE 10 HOURS THEY OWE ME. THAT SHOULD BE A GOOD BIG CHECK.
SO ONCE AGAIN I'M HERE AT WORK BORED CUZ THEY DON'T BOTHER GIVING ME STUFF TO DO ANYMORE CUZ CHILLI IS HERE AND SHE DOES EVERYTHING. I ONLY DO STUFF FOR THE CAPTAIN WHICH IS LIKE ONCE A WEEK AND TAKES ABOUT 5 MINUTES TO DO. WOO HOO. FUN.
I GOT NO CLUE AS TO WHAT'S GONNA GO ON TONIGHT. I'M SURE I'LL END UP HANGING OUT WITH PEOPLE. IDK. RAY WAS SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT ALL OF US GOING UP TO HIS HOUSE SO WE MIGHT ALL DO THAT. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|10:00 am] |
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SO IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE LAST UPDATED THIS THINGY. THINGS HAVE BEEN PRETTY GOOD ACTUALLY, FOR THE MOST PART. BEEN HANGING OUT A LOT WITH JAY, MATT AND KASIA OF COURSE AND RECENTLY ANDY TOO. WELL THE LAST TWO DAYS.
FRIDAY- WE ALL ENDED UP GING TO JAYS CUZ IT WAS HIS B-DAY AND ALL. WE HUNG OUT THERE. HAD CAKE AND WATCHED A MOVIE. I WAS SO TIRED I ENDED UP FALLING ASLEEP ON JAYS LAP. BUT IT WASN'T FOR TOO LONG CUZ KASKAS ANNOYING VOICE WOKE ME UP. THEN WE HUNG OUT ONTHE DECK FOR A BIT. WE ALL LEFT JAYS BEFORE 12. MATT DROPPED KASKA OFF AND THEN HE CALLED ME OVER TO HIS CAR AND WE TALKED FOR A BIT. HE WAS LIKE I TOLD HER I WOULD ASK HER OUT EVERY SINGLE DAY UNTIL SHE SAYS YES. WE TALKED ABOUT A FEW OTHER STUFF AND THEN HE LEFT. TALKED TO JAY FOR A BIT AND THEN HIT THE BED CUZ I WAS TIRED AND I NEEDED SLEEP BADLY.
SATURDAY-GOT UP. CLEANED THE HOUSE A BIT. THEN I TOOK A LIL NAP AND GOT WOKEN UP CUZ JAY AND RAY STOPPED BY. HUNG OUT WITH THEM FOR AN HOUR OR SO AND THEN THEY LEFT. MATT CAME OVER. HUNG AT THE HOUSE FOR A BIT AND THEN PORTER SHOWED UP. THEN MATT AND KASKA LEFT FOR A BIT (HE WENT TO SHOW HER HIS WORK SITE) HUNG WITH PORTER AND IWONA IN THE CELLAR AND THEN JAY CAME BACK. SHORTLY KASKA AND MATT CAME BACK AND WE ALL HUNG IN THE CELLAR AND MADE PLANS. THE PLANS WERE TO GO TO THE MALL AND THEN LATER TO MATTS HOUSE.
SO WE ENDED UP STOPPING AT MATTS HOUSE CUZ HE WANTED TO PICK UP HIS CELL, SHICH HE THOUGHT HE LEFT BACK AT THE HOUSE. SO HE SEARCHED THE HOUSE AND HIS TRUCK AND HIS CELL WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. I CALLED MY DAD AND ASKED HIM IF BY ANY CHANCE HE HAD SEEN A CELL ON THE DRIVEWAY AND MY DAD WAS LIKE NO AND ASKED ME WHAT WAS UP. I EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO HIM AND THEN I HUNG UP WITH HIM. SO MATT CHECKED HIS HOUSE AGAIN AND THEN WE WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE JUST IN CASE IT WSA SOMEWHERE AROUND THERE. SO WE ALL LOOKED FOR IT INCLUDING MY DAD. WE HAD NO LUCK WHAT SO EVER AT FINDING IT. MY DAD ENDED UP TELLING KASKA TO GO LOOK UNDER THE VAN SINCE HIS CLIP COULD OF FALLEN OFF WHEN HE WAS GETTING OUT AND KASKA WAS LIKE I ALREADY WAS OUTSIDE AND LOOKED IT'S NOT THERE. MATT WAS IN A BAD MOOD. HE CALLED HIS MOM AND THAT WASN'T A GOOD CONVO AT ALL. HE ENDED UP HANGING UP ON HER AND LEAVING THE HOUSE. KASKA WENT AFTER HIM AND THEN ME AND JAY. HE WENT OUTSIDE AND I GUESS HE LOOKED UNDER THE VAN CUZ WHEN WE MET UP WITH HIM ON THE PORCH HE HAD THE CELL WITH HIM. THEN WE HUNG OUT ON THE PORCH AND MATT TOLD US THE REASON HE LEFT HIS MOMS HOUSE AND NOW LIVES IN WEST SPRINGFIELD WITH HIS DAD. I GUESS IT WAS HARD FOR HIM TO TALK ABOUT IT CUZ YOU COULD SEE HIS LIP QUIVERING AND HE HAD TEARS IN HIS EYES.
WE WENT TO THE MALL AND WALKED AROUND A BIT. THEY LOOKED AT KNIVES AT SEARS AND WHAT NOT, WENT TO PACIFIC SUN AND I GOT JAY HIS B-DAY PRESENT. IT WAS CUTE HOW MATT TRIED TO HELP ME PICK OUT SOMETHING. THEN WENT BACK TO SEARS AND THEN HUNG OUT IN THE PARKING LOT FOR A BIT. WE ENDED UP GOING BACK TO MATTS HOUSE. WE GOT THERE AND EVERYONE PRETTY MUCH HAD TO USE THE BATHROOM. KASKA AND JAY WERE FIGHTING FOR THE ONE UPSTAIRS AND MATT WAS NICE ENOUGH TO LET ME USE THE ONE DOWNSTAIRS. HE INTRODUCED ME TO HIS BROTHER AND THEN LATER WHEN I CAME BACK UPSTAIRS MATT WAS LIEK WAS MY BROTHER LOOKING AT U FUNNY WHEN U WERE GOING UP THE STAIRS. I WAS LIKE NO. SO WE WATCHED SWIM FAN. WELL WE STARTED WATCHING IT AND DECIDED WE WANTED SOMETHING TO EAT. SO MATT ORDERED SOME CHINESE FOOD AND THEN HE AND KASKA WENT TO PICK IT UP WHILE JAY AND I CHILLED AT THE HOUSE. MATTS LIKE IDK IF I TRUST U TWO IN MY HOUSE ALONE. I DON'T WANNA GET BACK AND HAVE U TWO DOING WHO KNOWS WHAT ON THE COUCH. HAHAHA FUNNY.. THEY COULDN'T FIND THE DAMN PLACE SO JAY AND I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR IT. WE FOUND IT BUT THEY ALREADY PICKED UP OUR ORDER. SO WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE AND I WAS FREEZING MY ASS OFF THERE. SERIOUSLY HIS HOUSE WAS SO COLD. SO MATT BROUGHT ME HIS HOODIE AND PJ PANTS. I ONLY PUT ON THE HOODIE. WE ATE SOME OF THE FOOD. GOD I ATE SO MUCH. MATT SAID I DIDN'T BUT I FELT LIKE I DID. WELL I DID HAVE A LOT OF PORK FRIED RICE. WE WATCHED THE REST OF SWIM FAN AND WHAT NOT. THEN JAY DROPPED US OFF AND WHEN WE GOT BACK TO MY HOUSE WE FOUND OUT PORTER WAS STILL THERE. SO WE TALKED TO HIM FOR A BIT THEN THEY LEFT BEFORE 12. TALKED TO JAY FOR A FEW MINUTES ONLINE, WATCHED SOME TV AND WENT TO BED.
SUNDAY-WENT TO CHURCH. THEN CAME HOME DID A FEW THINGS. ENDED UP GOING TO KOHLS TO RETURN MY SUNGLASSES AND GOT TWO SKIRTS. THEN WENT TO BONTON AND THEN HOME. HUNG OUT AT THE HOUSE AND THEN PORTER SHOWED UP AND I HUNG OUT WITH THEM. WENT TO BIG Y W/ KASKA. AT 8:30 I STARTED MY WORK OUT. AFTER PORTER LEFT IWONA AND I WENT FOR AN HOUR JOG/WALK. CAME HOME TALKED TO JAY AND THEN WENT TO BED.
MONDAY-WORK WHICH SUCKED MAJORLY. I HATE MY JOB.. UGH.. THEN CAME HOME AND TALKED TO JAY. THEN I ENDED UP GOING OVER HIS HOUSE. WENT FOR A WALK AND WHAT NOT. CAME BACK. TALKED TO KASKA AND MATT ON THE PHONE FOR A BIT. WENT FOR ANOTHER WALK. TALKED TO MATT AND KASKA SOME MORE. THEY WERE GONNA COME OVER AND WHAT NOT. THEY SHOWED UP AND MATT LOOKED LIKE HE WAS IN A BAD MOOD. WE HUNG OUT THERE FOR A BIT. |
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| y is life so confusing sometimes... |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
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i don't get life sometimes. y do we always end up falling/liking the people we can't have. y can't things be so much easier and living life would be so much simpler.
then again if it was made easier would thing be the same. most likely not. there would be no point to messing around or flirting with those people who we fall for. does that make sence. i don't even kno if it does and i'm talking about it.
if a guy likes a girl y can't he just tell her. he does his messing around and what not and then he acts a different way. that doesn't really let her kno he has a thing for her..does it...
another thingy is if ur boyfriend likes another girl y can't he just be honest with u that he likes someone else. u have no problem with letting him kno who u like/ have a crush on, so y is it so hard for him to admit that. it's a lot worse to find out from someone else that he does. it leaves u with assuming who it could be and what not.
okie tonight was alright i guess.. the mall was fun at certain points when i messed around with someone and other stuff...okie i'm gonna finish talking to ray cuz he's telling me about gerry and then i'm hitting the bed. night all... |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|11:47 am] |
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| | lifehouse-you and me | ] |
PAST:
1.) first grade teacher's name: umm..don't remeber..it was way too long ago and it was in poland..
2.) last word you said: well it it wa few words..he so wasn't...lol
3.) last song you sang: listen to your heart
4.) last thing you laughed at: lets see it was last night at the fireworks either when rays friend kept mentioning the crack thingy or when he gave me a flower..lol..
5.) last time you cried: a few weeks ago
6.) what color socks are you wearing: i'm not wearing any
7.) what's under your bed?: nothing
8.) what time did you wake up today: 8:25
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: well that's what i last wrote to ray::ania21686: yea
[11:48] ania21686: like with the whole crack thingy and the flower thingy
PRESENT:
1.) current hair: in a messy ponytail
2.) current clothes: binkin and short shorts
3.) current jewelry: cross necklace
4.) current annoyance: nothing really...the radio i guess
5.) current smell: my french vanilla chapstick
6.) current longing: ...I want a hug or a kiss
7.) current desktop picture: chad michael murray
8.) current worry: how today is gonna turn out
9.) current favorite article of clothing: those two cute shirts i jsut got
FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: business
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: lets see..poland, italy or chicago
3.) how many kids do you want: atleast 3
4.) what kind of car will you drive: BMW
5.) Do want to get married: when?: Obviously..umm..not anytime soon
FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: on a girl? hair
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: there's something special about everyone, different person different feature
3.) one person you wish was here right now: well i wish a lot of people were here right now..and i'm not gonna name them all
4.) favorite author: don't have one
5.) favorite coffee: omg..hazelnut coffe ..that stuff is the best..porter thinks so too..i mean he drank the rest of mine last night.
6.) favorite smell: colonge
7.) favorite way to waste time: doing fun stuff..messing around with people, tanning, shopping..
8.) favorite season: summer and fall
9.) favorite color: baby blue
10.) favorite time of day: night
FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: no clue
2.) do you wear a watch: not really
3.) favorite pants color: blue
4.) most expensive item of clothing: no clue..could be one of the dresses i have
5.) most treasured: nothing specific
6.) gold or silver: silver..i'm not a big fan of gold.even though i own it
YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: well yea kind of...the ones that have known me long enough
2.) what do they tend to be like: smart..outgoing and everything else
3.) can you count on them: Yes
4.) can they count on you: All the time
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: yes
LASTS:
1.) last book you read: no clue as to what it was
2.) last movie you watched: white noise i think
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: dawn of the dead..i think
4.) last show you watched on tv: room raiders
5.) last song you heard: venga boys - sex on the beach
6.) last thing you had to drink: water
7.) last thing you ate: i htink ice cream
8.) last time you showered: last night
9.) last time you smiled: just a few minutes ago cuz of what ray was saying
11.) last person you hugged: jay..i think
12.) last person you danced with: lets see...it was marcin and all those other wierdos in holyoke
13.) last person you talked to online: ray
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: jay
15.) last thing you bought yourself: a dunkin dunots cofee
DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: no
2.) do drugs: no
3.) drink: nope
4.) sleep with stuffed animals: nope..not anymore
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: nope..i don't really have dreams
7.) believe there is life on other planets: no
8.) read the newspaper: sometimes
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: i don't think so
10.) believe in miracles: yes
11.) consider police a friend or foe: thier my friends..hello i mean i've worked with them for over two years and last night proved that they were obviously my friends...lol..travis knows what that's all about |
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| home sick..ugh |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|08:55 am] |
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i'm at home sick out of my mind. ugh it sucks so badly. well the only good thingy about it is that i'm not at work..WOOOOOOO HOOOOOO..
i'll update later about what happened monday when i picked my sister up from school and the rest of te day...and whta happpen tuesday too.. |
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| i went wheeling today!!!!! |
[Jun. 19th, 2005|01:35 am] |
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| | IM FROM JAY AND LARRY | ] |
so today was really good. lets see i went to jays cuz his family was having a family thingy. so iwona and i go there and just talked and all.. then a few of us went wheeling..first time ever and i gotta admit it was funnn!!!!!! so it was jays cousin, patrick kiendzior (chris kiendziors older brother), his cousin matt and the two of us. so we wheeled a bit by the power lines and then we went to wheel some more on service star. so we get there and at the entrance these two guys are standing.. and patrick offers/ tells them he will help them cuz their car was stuck...so patrick tried to get their car out but he had no luck what so ever..we were helping them for about an hour and a half or so.. but yea it was still cool... jays cousin matt is so funny and his other cusin seems so nice. she even took the effort to talk to me, which was nice of her..
so then we went back to jays. watched some tv. then watched the sopranos. fooled around and what not. it was fun. right jay???
so now i'm talking to jay and larry.. i should be in bed by now cuz i gotta get up at 7 for church..ugh..idk if i'll make it.. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|08:15 am] |
I'M AT WORK RIGHT NOW KIND OF BORED/NOT WANTING TO BE HERE AT ALL. THE CAPTAIN IS GONE (HOPEFULLY FOR THE WHOLE DAY) SO IT'S PRETTY QUITE, WITHOUT HIM AND DONNA. I JSUT GOT FINISHED TALKING TO DETECTIVE BURNS. HE WAS ASKING HOW THE MOVIES WERE AND WHAT MOVIE WE ENDED UP SEEING AND WHAT NOT. HE'S CUT DOWN A LOT ON THE BUGGING ME THINGY. HE DOES IT A LOT LESS NOW.
SO I'M THINKING OF TAKING OFF EITHER A DAY OR TWO OFF THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK. MAYBE I'LL DO IT NEXT WEEK SINCE I'LL HAVE MORE STUFF TO DO AND WHAT NOT.
I'M ENTERING THOSE DAMN CITATIONS AND I'M ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP/ I THINK I GOTTA TAKE A WALK AROUND THIS PLACE AND WAKE MYSELF UP A BIT. EITHER THAT OR ONE OUTSIDE, BUT IT'S A LOT COOLER HERE.
YESTERDAY OVERALL WAS A GOOD DAY I GUESS, CAN'T COMPLAIN TOO MUCH ABOUT IT. WORK WAS ALRIGHT. THE CAPTAIN ACTUALLY GAVE ME A PROJECT TO DO FOR HIM. I HAVE TO PUT TOGETHER A DEPARTMENTAL ORDERS BINDER AND A PROTOCOL BINDER. SO I WAS GLAD I HAD SOMETHING ELSE OTHER THEN THE CITATIONS TO DO. SO I SPENT SOME TIME WORKING ON THAT WHOLE THINGY. IT'S KIND OF A PAIN IN THE ASS IN A WAY BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO GO TO DISPATCH, GET THE PROTOCOL BINDER, COPY IT, 3 HOLE PUNCH EVERY COPY U HAVE MADE AND THEN PUT IT INTO A NEW BINDER. AND THERE'S TWO THREE INCH BINDERS FILLED WITH PAPERWORK.
AFTER WORK I GOT HOME KASKA WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW WE'RE GOING TO THE MOVIES AND HOW MIKE AVALON WAS COMING WITH US. THEN JAY CALLED AND WE TALKED FOR A BIT, THEN HE TALKED TO KASKA AND THEN I TALKED TO HIM SOME MORE. AFTER I GOT OFF THE PHONE AGNIESZKA WAS LIKE WAS HE EMBERESSED AND I WAS LIKE Y. SHE SHE TOLD ME HOW SHE PICKED UP THE PHONE AND HE THOUGHT IT WAS ME AND STUFF. SO YEA.. TOOK A QUICK SHOWER AND STARTED TO GET READY.
THEN MY MOM DECIDED TO HAVE ONE OF HER TALKS W/ ME. SHE'S LIKE I FEEL KIND OF BAD/ SRY FOR HIM. I WAS LIEK Y? AND SHE'S LIEK CUZ U'LL END UP MEETING SOMEONE OLDER AND LEAVING HIM FOR THAT OTHER GUY. SHE'S LIKE HE'S STILL A KID DON'T MESS AROUND WITH HIS HEART AND WHAT NOT. I WAS LIKE MOM DON'T EVEN START WITH THAT.
JAY AND MIKE CAME OVER ABOUT 6:15. KASKA WAS HER USUAL WIERDO AND THE CLOTHES SHE WORE..UMM..NO COMMENTS ABOUT THAT. WE JUST HUNG OUT AT THE HOUSE AND THEN LEFT FOR THE MOVIES. WE GOT THEIR EARLY SO WE JSUT SAT THERE, TALKED AND WHAT NOT. ENDED UP SEEING THE LONGEST YARD. IT WAS A GOOD MOVIE OVER ALL. I GOTTA ADMIT I HAD FUN AT THE MOVIES AND HOPEFULLY JAY DID TOO. AFTER THAT WHOLE THINGY WE WENT TO FRIENDLY'S TO GRAB A BITE TO EAT. WE TALKED AND FOOLED AROUND PRETTY MUCH THE WHOLE TIME WHICH WAS GOOD. WENT HOME AFTER THAT. GOT MY GOOD NIGHT KISSES AND THEN JAY LEFT.
WHEN I GOT HOME AGNIESZKA TOLE ME THAT I GUESS GILMORE NAD KYLE STOPPED BY LOOKING FOR ME. YET AGAIN IT PROVES MY POINT ABOUT SOMETHING. BUT YEA. I ENDED UP GOING TO BED BED REALLY EARLY. WELL I WATCHED SOME TV WITH EWA, BUT STILL IT WAS EARLY BEFORE 11.
I'VE BECIDED I NEED TO STOP EATING AT FRIENDLY'S CUZ I'M GETTING FAT AND I NEED TO WATCH WHAT I EAT MORE. I'M NOT EATING JUNK FOOD ANYMORE. I'M GONNA MAKE USING THE AB ROLLER(FROM WHICH I'M SORE..AFTER USING IT ON SUNDAY) AN EVERYDAY THINGY. TWICE A DAY ATLEAST AND I'M GONNA HIT THE GYM MORE. I'M GOING TODAY OR TOMORROW.
OOOOOOOO I KNO WHAT I FORGOT TO MENTION. WHILE AT WORK YESTERDAY I GOT TO TALK TO TIMMY AND CHAD FOR A BIT BECAUSE THEY WERE AT THE STATION. SOMEONE HAD FOUND CHAD'S WALLET AND THEY CAME TO PICK IT UP. SO I WAS REALLY HAPPY TO SEE THEM ANDF THAT I GOT TO TALK TO TIMMY. IT PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE AS CORNEY AS THAT SOUNDS..LOL |
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| why do people aways start shit with me?????? |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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| | ewin mccain-i'll be | ] |
you know what really ticks me off. people leaving anonyomous comments in my journal blaming me and saying that i do stuff that i seriously don't. i can't stand that. i'm pretty sure i know who it is and i could careless about it i guess. it's the same people and shit like always. i don't know what peoples problem is these days. i don't fucken talk to them or anything and they always try to start shit. ugh. i can't fucken stand people like that and like i said before i could careless what stupid retards who have nothing else to do, then post anonyomous comments get to me.
so this weekend was fun. spent it with jay pretty much. we've been spending a lot of time together and it's a good thing. we always seem to have fun. right jay???
we got an awesome new digital camera. it rocks. we fooled around today taking pictures and jsut basically messing around. it was fun. |
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